So, I’m on break alone in the breakroom, looking at fetishes on fetlife, thinking about updating my list when a coworker comes in & won’t quit walking behind me.
I sat off to the side so its easier to go the other way for a reason, jackass.

So, I did indeed meet one of the people I was talking to on fet. He seems nice, but like me, hes new to this & he’s very unsure what he wants. (I’ve played before, but its been years & I’ve never played with the same person twice before)
Me, I know I want a play partner.
I don’t mind playing with new people, but its a bit worrying to be doing some things with someone who doesn’t know what they’re doing.
We did try something new for both of us, but it was something we had both done adequate research on & we took our time, went slow & listened to each other.
We may get together again, but its up to him. I certainly won’t be the one contacting him first.

I’m just not sure what to do about a certain situation anymore.

I don’t know how I feel & that makes it alot tougher.

And I don’t know who to talk to about it that isn’t already involved.
I need a drink.